CHANCE (SOUL BURN)

Looking for love in all the wrong times...song was made 2 cry her name is Br*****y...guess I can't say goodbye...(why) I love her too much and she can't reason why... I think we should give...me and she a try...and see lately baby be like she need her time...I need my mind... I lose it over her sometimes...cuz i luv her...and paper cuts are sweet as her eyes...a blink splits my hands with every twinkling sigh...and she wants me to prove my words are real...but i need trust...and whats the point if she moves again...then I'm stuck...and she like fuck dude foreal...I'm doomed and still people be like haahhhaaa u was stupid foreal...Like i'm chasing her...slipped on a banana peel... and my hearts racing saying she's the one i dig...cant replace her...even though pimping will...but i cant pimp luv...whoring feelings aint what i feel...my beautiful mind was design to prove what's real...and i guess pain and lies pruned her a lil...cuz she thinks my aspects r just amusement cartoons to kill..time space to live...but its my being growing up round the rich...drug dealers..and successful business...as a kid (guess that what affects my thinking) but that's what separates the poor from the rich...the poor have negative hopes with positive lives to live...while the rich have negative bad thoughts...and positive credit..possibly executives...but either way its where im headed...and i all i wanted was to bring her to the top...yeah i hustled but i never wanted to bring her to the block...rather cuddle...cozy living on a yacht...but to her thats all fancy fantasy talk...me thats a couple of years from off...ambition is half...but my net worth is a lot (880k and climbing) I wish i could show her but if she just focus on her than i ought to get money and live alone...life of living the young Sean Combs or maybe thats just a misconception of my thinking...maybe she just scared of me deceiving her than leaving...my diva well prepared 2 get on one knee..but than again i don't need some one with cold feet...roses are sweet...tulips are bright...daffodils are sexy...snap dragons bite...a bouquet of these is what i need at night...with curves,lips,teeth,and and tease of spice...but where can i find such things...im stuck to you...but i wonder why such seems...i wrote my soul to 2 u possibly every song to sing...but what more my nose is as open as could possibly be...and even if you were wrong...i would always blame me...my friends are to the side...but i guess im only playing me ...being in love with my better half in the mirror making me lonely only she made me smile...and have me on edge for those weeks...so weak...and she rather tattoo my taboo thoughts...thats cool...but just rather u accept my heart...but actual-ly...maybe this how u wanted...sick to my stomach( biggie adlib'n) and another one....lost a good woman? or maybe I'm trippen...I wanna wait till heaven comes but then its over in an instant...my dreams are what i live cuz i choose to...u being my chick cuz i choose too...and life is short...be apart of it...and yea we would last forever try not being stubborn...some times people take things the wrong way...to bad its no chorus...fuck it let the song play...though me and her better than that...and i still do



If words don't mean nothing...planning is overrated.....spontaneous and being random is crazy...then how...or maybe she doest think its me? guess thats it...just isn't me...either way ill drive 85...till my future kids realize there dad was left but still right...

Future self when you read this either..you will laugh or cry...till then just remember CHANCE I TRIED!!!!

A beautiful mind misunderstood...