TWIN TOWERS OF THOUGHTS (update)

Like the Fire Needs Air...I wont Burn unless u see this

Look im trying turn dreams into reality quick....running a rally to long...now i pace myself...remember the panic scares...had me hardly breathing and it...seem hopeless...focus now im back for more than just a yes or no...im Obi-won-ka-nobe...the one...hunted by poachers...supposed fell off...cliff hanging...shift changing now im back to getting me...those thought i was wrapped finna see...im wrapped but only wrapped in a rapture and rap lyrics depicting me....they cant understand my beautiful mind....no two of kind...just one of C...and wonderfully be asking bout my well beings...tell em quick doing better than u...mufucka...and i hate being profane...and i try to re frame from that language i use but being polite always bites me back...so my aggression i use will now lite fuses and break wind...preying...i keep praying...hater hate amen...so yeah im back on that ignorant ish...for those who stayed round like to thank ya and for those who hold me down im back for power....ground zero resurrected i am the towers....

CHANCE (SOUL BURN)

Looking for love in all the wrong times...song was made 2 cry her name is Br*****y...guess I can't say goodbye...(why) I love her too much and she can't reason why... I think we should give...me and she a try...and see lately baby be like she need her time...I need my mind... I lose it over her sometimes...cuz i luv her...and paper cuts are sweet as her eyes...a blink splits my hands with every twinkling sigh...and she wants me to prove my words are real...but i need trust...and whats the point if she moves again...then I'm stuck...and she like fuck dude foreal...I'm doomed and still people be like haahhhaaa u was stupid foreal...Like i'm chasing her...slipped on a banana peel... and my hearts racing saying she's the one i dig...cant replace her...even though pimping will...but i cant pimp luv...whoring feelings aint what i feel...my beautiful mind was design to prove what's real...and i guess pain and lies pruned her a lil...cuz she thinks my aspects r just amusement cartoons to kill..time space to live...but its my being growing up round the rich...drug dealers..and successful business...as a kid (guess that what affects my thinking) but that's what separates the poor from the rich...the poor have negative hopes with positive lives to live...while the rich have negative bad thoughts...and positive credit..possibly executives...but either way its where im headed...and i all i wanted was to bring her to the top...yeah i hustled but i never wanted to bring her to the block...rather cuddle...cozy living on a yacht...but to her thats all fancy fantasy talk...me thats a couple of years from off...ambition is half...but my net worth is a lot (880k and climbing) I wish i could show her but if she just focus on her than i ought to get money and live alone...life of living the young Sean Combs or maybe thats just a misconception of my thinking...maybe she just scared of me deceiving her than leaving...my diva well prepared 2 get on one knee..but than again i don't need some one with cold feet...roses are sweet...tulips are bright...daffodils are sexy...snap dragons bite...a bouquet of these is what i need at night...with curves,lips,teeth,and and tease of spice...but where can i find such things...im stuck to you...but i wonder why such seems...i wrote my soul to 2 u possibly every song to sing...but what more my nose is as open as could possibly be...and even if you were wrong...i would always blame me...my friends are to the side...but i guess im only playing me ...being in love with my better half in the mirror making me lonely only she made me smile...and have me on edge for those weeks...so weak...and she rather tattoo my taboo thoughts...thats cool...but just rather u accept my heart...but actual-ly...maybe this how u wanted...sick to my stomach( biggie adlib'n) and another one....lost a good woman? or maybe I'm trippen...I wanna wait till heaven comes but then its over in an instant...my dreams are what i live cuz i choose to...u being my chick cuz i choose too...and life is short...be apart of it...and yea we would last forever try not being stubborn...some times people take things the wrong way...to bad its no chorus...fuck it let the song play...though me and her better than that...and i still do



If words don't mean nothing...planning is overrated.....spontaneous and being random is crazy...then how...or maybe she doest think its me? guess thats it...just isn't me...either way ill drive 85...till my future kids realize there dad was left but still right...

Future self when you read this either..you will laugh or cry...till then just remember CHANCE I TRIED!!!!

A beautiful mind misunderstood...

NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>> >TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!

Maybe big bro was right...hoes,bitches,women, however referred...excuse this ladies its just my feeling preferred...i love em to much a curse i cant grasp...the gift was y'all...but the thrill eventually past...and i essentially laugh at flash backs of me and em all...from the girl i met in 8th grade...to last semester of fall...its better I don't call because im breaking all hearts...i let my ex go...revenge sex's gets her impregnated and then she had the nerve to act like we more than friends...Sad part is i treated her like the rest of my women...im not speaking pimping...just past relationships that ended...Now her baby daddy hates me...never be a happy home...she wanna come stay with me...but i barely be at home...plus im not ready to father a shorty i barely know...sorry mommy im no stable...but i got to let you go.....

NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>>>TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!

This one girl from high school...suppose to be a one night stand...funny how u made it that far of romance...still gave you respect when you was down on ya worst day...gave u ya only presents for birthdays...Remember how i use to go shop NY...call u like what u want ma...anything i would buy...cause you help my hustle i could never forget you for that...but you was known for trouble...thats why i had to leave you like that...funny thing is you came back into my life for a brief time...let u stay couple weeks...then u moved on with your life...guess my music was to much of a stride...but its maybe it just wast the best time....

NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>> >TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!

My Angel, remember how you use to come and visit...Me u and Michigan...all nite...till ya friends use make us quit it...When I left Harbor...seems like your life was horror....Couldnt stop fighting chicks over other niggas in sorrow...i pop up...fronting like no other man matter...cutting off ya phone....ignoring all the chatter...heard you was whoring for cash up on the ave...selling ya ass...and run off...cutting class...sorry to hear...wish things was different...you blamed me because i left and ya grandma still wishing...we was back together but yet its unknown to be written...but in time ill come back and pay you visit...just leave ya pimp alone and get ya degree or skill...pray and just chill...God will handle your bills....

NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>> >TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!

You oh my god it was just something about you...the feelings about you...the innocents about you...but the evil was deep in ya nostril...and i was ya apostle...thought it was dead...luv was just playing possum...but her true feelings started to blossom...i walk away from you many times in my heart...but i stayed cause your stare left me in awe... you had no heart...living in wizard of oz....I tried and start a new chapter with you...but i guess you was the prequel of this book boo...still i miss you...sad part is... you confuse and i couldnt wait cause thats how it is...and im pretty sure we will never really speak again...never really be again...damn i wish it was just you and me again but....

NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>> >TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!


Now this past year so many came and went but it was a couple i really feel so im not gonna say anything just it is what is...one special one for real...but if not her...Holla @ ROXY RENOLDS WOooooooooo

NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>> >TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!
NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>> >TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!
NOW IF I GIVE U ALL OF ME>>>> >TELL ME WHAT YOU GONE GIVE ME BACK!!

dont get mad ladies.....

(Defeated) Not any more

This time i really lost all my marbles 4real...kinda startle how it started it didn't make no since...Now father thinks I'm loony and my mom agrees, edged of my bed folded hands and bending knees...like how can i accomplish anything...how can i lie 2 the girl of my dreams...world is crashing down...My job cant be redeemed...studio session cut short...and no mic can speak...the damage I've acquired mentally....i feel self challenged...left handed in world of rights and wrongs...ain't no place for my type belong...i try and fight when they say that im gone...im defeated...but its hard...cuz my heart freezes

I cant finish this because its negative 2 feel this way...

Luv Love Lov LVe LV ELLOO-VEEE

This thing we called love the four letter word...more like fuck...shit...bitch...its obserd...love is a curse word...so profane with emotions...obtained by a person....who is insane and doesn't know it...love makes people do what they never think of...love its like being drunk off of one drink or...love more like not n*sync or under a sink with screws missing...love its like this things goes with out mention...so if u say i love u...whats your true meaning...is it for the warm tingling or just to say its no strings attach to a being...i cant sit back and relax because my feelings aren't in tact...love...we more than friends...and now that you know that....than love i want you for the rest of my life...dont think twice...

SO DAMN GONE!!!

The dirt under my nails represents the struggle that i been through...bags under my eyes meaning no sleep for what I'm in too....nothing 2 loose....the worlds to gain...single handed pimping the mic like its my girlfriend i claim...matter fact i choose the mic if it came to it...its my only love cause all emotions are dead or just no influence...that orange rose i grip so tight...like Lex Luther over kryptonite i disperse @ all super man wanna be's im the best all artist envy me....im so gone...my nephews done grew up...had a few lil ones...and im probably past my mindstate in this music...but now i consume this game...like raw meat...at my own risk...with no jaw bone...and no teeth...i walk the hellz with no feet...i rang heavens bellz with no wings...I am the best that ever did it...the good die young...but the great never can quit it...and im immune 2 reality because...of what ima living im defying rap @ even mankind's expectations....cuz i d.r.e.a.m....want it all like a bargain deal...shit started 2 fall down the hill...but naw i can't still i rise like a catapult...or evolve like a caterpillar into that butterfly that broken his wings tryna get deal...that lonely nigga...soul so cold...i go till i cant not fold...i know no holds...i know no soul...i know no show...if i was the sun i know no glow...but since i am one in the universe i am the o-minious...dammit ill never let go.....this my life @ hands...no my life @ feet...10 toes to friendly skies im gliding on what i speak...im trying 2 to bring peace....but i cant climb 2 what i reach...but fuck crying ima grind my teeth....and climax life's peak...till then i wont speak...i know im gone...so far gone...this wont even be the never ending sleep....relentless infinity...rebel child of mother nature...the world may end b4 i ever finish making it...cause i know no bounds...i know stops...i know no time...so i nope...i dont hold no watch...i know im illegal...so i know no cops...im stereo walking...i know ima music box...amused and awwed...I do this pa...and I cannot quit till i have nor win or loose...i choose my draws....like underwears i walk in...in choose my wars...weapons i lock in...i loose myself...spazz out even in my coffin....they cant touch nothing i eva made...closest thing 2 god on earth...thats why im god's fav. any even thought we was in the same caliber...im calculus ask ure self are u even algebra ... are u even eligible...angus beef boy...raw and uneditted...i think u still vegetable...im what defines mental heaven...no in my mind its no heaven...because what can be better than this...blasphemy non exist...unless u say im not the shit...and from here on greet me as LORD...Levitating Over Rulers Dummies...so fly with no flaws...i am the Apocalypse....I may be wrong...but damn im gone....im so damn gone...i swear this shit got me going....got me going....i know im wrong....im so damn wrong....but im so damn raw....this shit got me going....got me goinggggggg!!!!! GOOOTTTTTTT MEEEEEE GOINNNGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont care who leaves me....im so damn gone.........im so damn gone....dammit yall knew yall wrong....now yall suffer!!!!!! Non believers of CHANCISM will die slow and painful


This Reign Will Neva Stop...Till Heaven And Hell cease or just cease to be...

Brief Line Up

Its like im stuck between left or right or a notion of a nollie or an ollie,not a skateboard but i feel pressed down 2 surface,and depressed,with a couple kickflips inside...but its the kid inside keep me going,cuz ite easy for my grind 2 get derailed...but im no tony hawker...or rob dyrdek, just a kid with a junction of choice...appearing @ my neck...got me out of breath...how they windsor tie it 2 my beard....trying new ideas of trying 2 make it outta hear...